Day 15 (January 15): Looking Ahead

Well, here we are—the first month of 2025 is almost in the rearview mirror, and I’ve come to a few realizations. Turning 39 doesn’t automatically unlock some hidden fountain of wisdom, but it does bring a sharper sense of clarity. I know more about myself now than I did at 29, or even 35, and that’s something I’m starting to appreciate. The world doesn’t feel as chaotic as it once did—just a little bit more manageable, as long as I keep a sense of humor about it.

I’ve spent the last few weeks juggling work, finances, and family life like I’m trying to keep three balls in the air without dropping any. Spoiler alert: I’ve dropped plenty. But you know what? That’s okay. The most important thing I’ve learned is that it’s not about perfection—because let’s face it, there’s no such thing. It’s about finding moments of joy, even when life feels a bit like a circus. And let’s be real, in my house, it is a circus. Between the constant requests for new gadgets, school supplies, and snack breaks, I sometimes feel like a one-man show trying to please the crowd. But even in the madness, I know that these are the moments I’ll look back on with a smile.

As I move forward into the rest of the year, I’m hoping to make more space for balance, laughter, and less “seriousness.” Maybe I won’t keep every resolution I set out for myself, but I’m giving myself permission to not take it all so seriously. Here’s to a year of more spontaneity, more family dinners, and more moments of pure, messy joy.

So, here’s to 39. It’s not a magical age where everything magically falls into place, but it’s an age where I’m beginning to see what really matters. This year, I’ll keep learning, laughing, and—hopefully—finding a little more peace in the chaos.

And who knows? Maybe this year, I’ll finally get my finances in order. Or at least... sort of.