Hi Dad.
Do you remember me?
After all this while I just have one thing to say to you. 
I SAW YOU. 
I saw what you hide and what you tried to do. 
I'm sorry that I saw the deepest part of you that you tried hard to hide. 
The weakness that you never want to show. 
And I choose to keep on silence. 
Even when you are not here anymore. 
I can't find words to summarize all that.
Because it broke us apart. 
I saw your eyes when you regrets it. 
Your eyes spoke to me. In a way that words can never explain. 
I wish that we had done something when we still had a chance. 
But I guess we can't anymore. 
And I'm sorry that it ended this way.