Whenever I catch myself

My eyes are on him

I just can't look at anyone else

I catch myself thinking about him all the time

and his face always appear in my mind

before I go to sleep

I never felt this way about anyone before

so I thought these feelings were something special

I want to know more about him and

my own feelings

I don't understand my own feelings

I want to understand them

I want to know

Maybe I'll understand if I start talking to him

I wonder if I'll find my answer

When did I start liking him?

What made me start liking him?

What made me realize he was special?

Are those questions that need to be answered logically?

When I became aware of it

I realized he'd always been special to me

I can't even compare him to anyone else

So, if you can compare someone with others

does that make them special?