I never regret what I did. 

When I need to choose,

My future,

Or your happiness.

You know. 

I was born unlucky.

No love, neglected, misused, bullied, no future, alone.

But one thing that I never want,

Is to let you come to a world of unhappiness.

There are too many things that I can't explain.

And too many fear inside of me.

'IF' are scattered inside my brain.

I'm afraid that I will hurt you.

The way all my unhappiness hurt me. 

I just never want all of those sad memories to be part of you.

So I made that decision. 

To never let you come into this world. 

I never regret what I did. 

Because I do it for you. 

And I'm okay being alone here. 

I'm used to it. 

I wish that one day, when we meet,

You will forgive me. 

>>In memory of Noragami/Yatogami<<